getting seriously emotional/aggravated lately. school is kicking my ass this year. art crisis// life crisis. i am getting nothing done, but i am so, so, busy. i haven’t been able to bring myself to go to my studio this term because i don’t like making art anymore.
saw molly nilsson perform last night. i was so giddy, so starstruck. that was fantastic.
trying to do homework, but somehow end up researching old torture devices. this is terrible. how did this happen. why is this happening. i feel sick.
been having nightmares on the regular. this hasn’t happened in a while.
sleeps filled with gore/death/paranoia why why why